My Whole Expanse I Cannot See…

I formulate infinity stored deep inside of me…

May 1

Not. A. Thing. Nothing.

Category: Life

So, I have nothing to post today. Not a thing. Nothing.

I’m just… down. My trach’s really bothering me, I’m feeling really uneasy melancholy.

Lonely. I feel very alone just now.

3 comments

3 Comments so far

  1. Hannibal May 1st, 2015 11:56 pm

    You’re not alone! Some of us really look forward to your posts : -) And don’t forget, Jerry Seinfeld built a pretty big franchise based on “nothing” so there’s that.

  2. Eliza May 2nd, 2015 3:20 am

    We used to talk online a bit, many years ago. I’ve always read your blog and have thought you’re really talented. I know we all have moments when we feel down, and that’s okay, and life can really suck… but know I think of you ALL the time and appreciate what you write and the books you review. Please don’t stop!

  3. Ed Pohl May 2nd, 2015 12:45 pm

    Michael, I appreciate this post as much as your last one, and admire your honesty. Too many people (myself included) try to pretend they never get sad, or lonely, or fearful, even though it happens to all of us.

    You told us a week ago that your trach tube is bothering you. I’m sorry to hear the situation hasn’t improved since then. What can be done to make it easier to use and more comfortable for you? I hope you & your caregivers can figure it out, and then make it happen. You’re in my prayers.

    I read a lot of non-fiction, and have found that when I’m laid low, it helps to read about someone who survived an ordeal that was worse than the one I’m going through.

    But if you want something lighter, here’s a bizarre (but very colorful and entertaining) music video for you: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DEKFA7BxjLY

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