My Whole Expanse I Cannot See…

I formulate infinity stored deep inside of me…

Dec 22

Fresh trache time, yet again

Category: Life

In about five hours I go for another trache change, I’m a little uneasy about it just now. I’ve been pretty down on myself for a half a year’s worth of mistakes, and I’ve been really afraid that I can’t fix things, but that’s ridiculous. I can, of course I can, provided that I think clearly and don’t quit. I’m not going to lay down and die, I’ve thought about it, but I’m not. I’m going to Jefferson Smith my way out of this fucking mess, I’m going to fight for this lost cause.

I just have to not die in the O.R. After that, it’s so on.

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