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Archive for September, 2013

K THX BAI!

September 30th, 2013 | Category: Life

It’s been real!

See you in October!

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What-not and stuff

September 29th, 2013 | Category: Life

So, everything’s a little hectic.

Tomorrow, I get the fresh trach.

Tuesday at 6 am… I’m driving to Baton Rouge with my brother, Randy (ex step-dad), and a friend to see an Aimee Mann in concert! I’m totally excited.

I won’t sleep tonight, so I’ll write more then. Probably.

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Too busy

September 28th, 2013 | Category: Life

So… traches!

September 27th, 2013 | Category: Life

So, my last two posts were totally lame, I’m aware. I just got tired, started too late, and Bob’s your Uncle.

I’m tired right now. I got a new trach five-ish weeks ago, it was WAY better than the one before, but now it’s five-ish weeks and it’s time for a change. Basically, after enough weeks ANY tube gets germy and uncomfortable, and needs replaced with something fresh. Fortunately this tube was pretty good, so on Monday I’m just getting it replaced with a fresh one… nothing new and experimental. Still, right now, and for the last few days, it’s pretty uncomfortable. I cough easily, my throat burns, it’s just a bad scene. It’s hard to focus on anything when you’re breathing wrong. Your whole day is just trying to not think about how every breath feels like breathing through mud.

Of course, muddy breaths are definitely better than no breaths.

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And again

September 26th, 2013 | Category: Life

Really…

September 25th, 2013 | Category: Life

24 days

September 24th, 2013 | Category: Life

So, I’ve posted SOMETHING every day for twenty-four days. I think I’ve basically failed my vow of daily substance, but the few posts that I think are good, are really pretty good. At least I’m trying.

A lot of people have asked me to write about movies, my favorite movies and what-not, I’m not not listening, I just haven’t heard the words yet.  Oh fuck, he’s finally hearing voices. I don’t mean “heard the words yet” in a mental illnessy way, it’s… before I write anything I hear the words in my head, I call it my “writer voice.” I kind of hear the words in my head way before I actually get into the physical act of writing, letters forming words forming sentences forming paragraphs forming pages forming the narrative. If that voice is quiet, my writing isn’t so vivid.

Perhaps I am crazy.

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I was going to post…

September 23rd, 2013 | Category: Life

So, I was going to post my 72nd tattoo, but it’s still a little too raw-looking. We used a thicker font, so it just needs extra healing before it’s unveiled.

That said, what to post…? Today has been slow. I’m kind of just- I don’t care.

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Um…

September 22nd, 2013 | Category: Life

So, you can see from my truly witty title that this post is going to be huge, some might call it a “game changer.” I might consider it a “life changer.” I mean, sometimes a blog post comes along and that makes you “question reality.” You realize that too many “quotes” is “annoying.” You probably “want” to “punch me” in “the face.”

Okay, today I have nothing.

Tomorrow, something.

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A new tattoo

September 21st, 2013 | Category: Life,Tattoos

So, tonight I get to go for a new tattoo, and I’m trying to decide what to get. I have too many ideas, and too little skin. At one time I was going to stop at sixty, but then life changed and I decided to just go until I run out of space, or quit breathing, which ever happens first.

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