I can’t sleep, nothing, absolutely nothing feels good.
I have nightmares, so many nightmares, they don’t stop anymore. I wake up exhausted, like I didn’t sleep at all. I wake up feeling like I can’t breathe. Sometimes I know why, sometimes I don’t. Being awake’s a nightmare too, I don’t know which is worse. I deserve it, it’s not like I don’t.No comments
I’m really not okay just now, I don’t know how to not feel this. I screw everything up. I don’t try, I just always seem to, and I deserve alone.No comments
So, I’ve upgraded to WordPress 3.2, and I didn’t delete the entire blog. Yay me. I always worry that with the big upgrades I’ll accidentally wreck everything, but I still hit the upgrade button the second I see it. I love new versions of anything, the newness is always exciting.
Yes, I’m a loser.No comments